Photo taken on Maui, Nov. 2008.

How does a girl that absolutely HATES drama, get caught in so many within the last 2 months... between having to go to court, work, health, and love... seriously drama-gods I'm officially beat. Oh wait wait I have one more court date coming up, thank's a lot life.


Sometimes I just don't get life. I'm a simple girl, who does what needs to be done. I live my life, I don't get into anyone's space, I'm a pretty content with what I have kind of girl. I have great family and friends, don't do anything bad really, my only worries were about trying to save money and trying to stay sane working 2 jobs (which I've done for the last 7 years!). THEN all of a sudden the drama seemed to come after me and screw over my calm little lifestyle. What do I have this big sign over my head that says "This girl needs some drama in her life! Come and get her!"


Within the last 2 months I've gotten 2 massages, and both people told me that I'm too tense. The Phiten hasn't been working, my back and neck is killing me. Within the last 2 weeks, I've lost my appetite and just have been down in the dumps. Can you believe it not even SHOPPING at Nordstrom Rack cured my blues? (Though I did find a Fighting Eel dress and a Mink Pink top, all under $100!).


I know, I know... get a grip and pull yourself together. I'm starting to get focused on rebuilding me, and just remember everything happens for a reason. I'm grateful for everyone's support and those who are always there to listen and keep me busy. Weird but I quote my manager Ali, all the time to myself in my head, "Moving forward." A simple little mantra, that cures my mini-anxiety throughout the day. Oh and also blasting Kelly Clarkson's entire Breakaway album helps a lot too.


On to bigger and better things... I just have to believe.